I have not written a blog in almost 2 weeks. It has been a very difficult 2 weeks where I have felt like I was literally drowning in my grief, my anxiety and my responsibilities. I also came down with very painful mouth ulcers (blisters) that are probably a result of the stress I am under. Thankfully they are mostly healed up now and although I still feel I am struggling in violent waves that continue to crash over me, my head is above water for the moment. I am hoping to write a couple of blogs in the next few days.